I know that this isn't something that I supposed to write, because two of us knew it already that this is the problem. We had a terrible past. I tried to forgive myself about our past, then I felt that I've succeeded, in fact I did. And things should've been better, in fact it does. But the pain still hurts. Rizwan, between you and I, should've been better than that. Enough said. Good luck, you!

                                                       
                                                          Picture was taken from here